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•April 23, 2008 • Leave a Comment
missing my childhood
•March 25, 2008 • Leave a CommentHooray for being homesick… well not so much homesick childhoodsick I guess…. I got into a car accident this weekend (wasn’t my fault or anything) but now I have to deal with insurance and all the wonderful things that come with accidents. Honestly even though it wasn’t my fault I still wish I was a little kid so I didn’t have to deal with all of this. I still want to be a kid, want to be carefree, I don’t want all this responsibility just the freedom that comes with it lol. It’s a wonderfully scary thing to be an adult the freedom is exhilarating but the responsibility is frightening sometimes. Days like this I just want to curl up and put my head in my mothers lap and have her stroke my hair like she used to when I was young and had a nightmare, I want that safety, the comfort that comes with knowing it will be all right and knowing that whatever happens there will still be love and comfort here for you. Damnation -_-. So I’ve decided that next time elise goes home I’m friggen joining her and just road tripping to see Ken if I haven’t seen him. I haven’t seen him in like 4/5 months and I’m sick of not seeing his ass. Stoopid long distance relationships and STOOOPID boys! haha I’m done now. Done being a silly needy girl
Exhaustive/Exhausted ramblings
•March 12, 2008 • Leave a CommentAll right I know in theory this is supposed to be a Media Tech Blog but honestly I really have nothing to say on that subject so I’m just going to ramble on for a little while. I’ve been told the brain is like any other muscle that you need to actually like use it otherwise it atrophies (hehe SAT word) so im going to excersize my little used brain muscle. I’ve been thinking about a lot of things lately (I blame my parents for vetting me) so I’ve dropped being a double major (my death wish has ended) and I’m really wondering what I want to do with the rest of my life. Sometimes I actually wonder if going to college makes any difference, I know its like well friggen college but honestly sometimes I wonder what I’m paying for, I want to technical direct, whose going to teach me how to be a spot on TD? I don’t know, I honestly think that there are some things that are hard possibly impossible to garner that expirence in a classroom. I dunno maybe these are exhausted ramblings. I miss my TVP class though, its going to be crazy going back they’ve got avid and so many new goodies *sighs*. I guess I’ll always be a FCPS TVP kid at heart hahaha maybe one day I’ll be the new Ruby for Ruby. Meh, I think I is going to try and sleep, I really do need sleep…
